Just

Just let me out of here. by any way. please. i dunno what it would take anymore. im totally empty. i hate this life. i just wanna leave.here

Rememberance

Human's brain small. mine even smaller i guess.

i'm in fear.

i need something to remind myself. as i'm doing all these thing alone. ineed to get a tattoo. all i will do or doing ,afterall it must be it to the core. MUSIC. i will do it soon

life

im not pessimist. not gonna think when all of this shit gonna end. if this is shit.then shit goes on.

just that. when i wanna live it like tomorrow the last day.well everyone of us should. others who is out of the box will not think this not smart.

onstruction,obstacle. i'm sick of it.sick of em.all these. they're trying to deceive. im holding on to myself so strong.so hard.so tired.

Jesus I'm praying to you. i dont know what to say but i know You know what i need. everything.

i just wanna leave here. but to where? US yeah i will go there. but first i have to fight this deceiving MONEY issue, and scarier the MINDs. i dont know how long i could hold. im suffering by delaying everything now too. it would be easy if i die hard.just go for it. but i have to tolerate. and tolerate. then my things is gonna blowed. i'm pain.so pain.though it's just a small matter. but maybe im too weak.maybe i dont understand myself.maybe i'm naive. whatever it is. JUST LET ME. Jesus please show me how.

welcome myself

*drumroll*

so this is my 937686510th blog.

ok.deduct the metaphore. i do have other blog. currently working on tumblr the most as it's easier to manage. and mainly im stalking the posts posted by some awesome blogger. photos. quotes.

so why this.why so greedy.why so free.

well this gonna me my sincerest place. since i trust no one since then. feel like wanna throw all this fucking minds somewhere.so this is it.here it is.fuck yeah *claps*

and one thing. i give no one this link. so it will be great..bahaha. im such a freak. reader or no. life goes on. blog goes on. here we go