Wednesday, August 11, 2010

life

im not pessimist. not gonna think when all of this shit gonna end. if this is shit.then shit goes on.
just that. when i wanna live it like tomorrow the last day.well everyone of us should. others who is out of the box will not think this not smart.
onstruction,obstacle. i'm sick of it.sick of em.all these. they're trying to deceive. im holding on to myself so strong.so hard.so tired.
Jesus I'm praying to you. i dont know what to say but i know You know what i need. everything.
i just wanna leave here. but to where? US yeah i will go there. but first i have to fight this deceiving MONEY issue, and scarier the MINDs. i dont know how long i could hold. im suffering by delaying everything now too. it would be easy if i die hard.just go for it. but i have to tolerate. and tolerate. then my things is gonna blowed. i'm pain.so pain.though it's just a small matter. but maybe im too weak.maybe i dont understand myself.maybe i'm naive. whatever it is. JUST LET ME. Jesus please show me how.

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